18 and a half to 19 that's when i started. i don't think i knew it was fentanyl in the beginning but as i was more into i knew that i was -- definitely injecting fentanyl. and that was good. that's what i wanted. lawrence: today in america overdoses have skyrocketed and kill more than car accidents last week greg abbott issued this warning to nation called out the president -- >> the leading cause of death of our fellow americans age 18 to 45 is fentanyl. and president biden is doing nothing to address that fentanyl problem. lawrence: so you've been in some dangerous situations. can you tell me a couple. >> yeah. so -- when i was living in south florida, i went to a motel to get drugs because that was the normal thing to do for me.