like a mile a minute. this you could tell her energy nervous energy, she would not shut up. but interesting the closer we got to the airport, the quieter she got. then you could tell it started to hit home. >> that moment, i was sitting on the plane, waiting to see alicia. alicia. it kind of felt like a first date, i was so nervous. i didn't know what to say to her. >> she was looking out the window. she had a couple seconds to herself, she sat there in the car on her own, just head in her hands. for a few seconds to certisoft of -- gather herself. >> i remember we hugged. and cried. we made that decision not to be together, we made the