he had a girlfriend and they broke up and that broke his heart. >> what do you want us to know about him? >> christian was full of life, and he was robbed of the opportunity to live it. i mean, here's the bottom line. i forced myself to watch that video. christian had his hands up the entire time. his hands were up. he never once pointed that gun at a single police officer. this is why we need that independent investigation that mancuso refused on march 30th. they were obviously keeping their secrets and wanted to keep them as secret as possible.