BBCNEWS Newsbeat Documentaries December 10, 2017
When i got to about 16, when i was going to college, i decided to lose some weight. It just sort of snuck up on you. It is not like one day i woke up and i thought, im an anorexic. But i suppose i started getting the thoughts that it was out of control when i realised that i couldnt eat without feeling guilty. I couldnt eat without the compulsive need to exercise. I hit rock bottom on the 20th of november 2016. And i will remember that date, because it was the day i went to sleep and it was the first time that i felt that i never wanted to wake up. On the 20th of every month now, i want to set...