And i broke down and started crying in my living room. i picked up the phone and wicald my sponsor and said, i have eight years sober, and i need to let the viewers know that the people they were ripping in my documentary, that i used to be that junkie a decade ago. do they think of me that way? do they think of me as a piece of trash and scum? the most important message that we can get out there is that addiction does not discriminate. it absolutely does not d discrimina discriminate. >> the disruption in the book about -- the discretion in the book about you said he would attend raves and ci...