CNN Sole Survivor January 3, 2015 02:47:00
Guys on my crew really didn't go home with anything. >> i feel like i need to keep in touch with john because he's almost like a link to the void that i mentioned earlier where i don't remember what happened. maybe one time i asked him in detail i was like oh, what did my mother's body look like? she must have looked not so good. and he didn't really want to tell me. i'm sure that would be traumatizing. but he knows the things that i don't know. and it's a link between the before and the after. as of now, i plan on going to the memorial service for 2012. i may have been quiet over the years, a...