And you beat the crap out of him? i mean, i guess, context wise it fills holes we need, we need and i can sense what you're doing, rachel, because i do the same thing. you're trying to understand as a human being and lover of jesus christ, why would you do that to another person? you're trying for it to make sense. human beings think in narratives and stories we're not ants or dogs and we need explanations for behaviors and dogs don't. dogs go i sit and give me a cookie. we're not dogs. we want explanation and always ask why. but the hard reality here when you look at moral and ethical univers...