kindness. his media power is immeasurable -- >> it went onto to me asking in that e-mail. >> why were you praising him after he treated you in the manner that you described? >> because that's a classic suck up e-mail. this is what you do. this is what plenty of woman do in a situation like this. i didn't even realize that in an applicant e-mail for a job you could be a victim for harassment. let me think everything's going to be okay and i can get the job i want. this has been a story i've told quite openly to many friends for years but a new york times reporter contacted me and i believe it was october. she said she was doing an investigation. there's no way i'm going public.