>> bret's book is called "special heart: a journey of faith, hope, and love." i spoke with the anchor of special report right here in studio 1. >> bret, welcome. >> thank you. >> how hard was it relive the agony in the writing of this book? >> it was tough. i didn't think it was going to be as tough as it was. and getting back into some of these e-mails and some of these smoemts was pret moments was pretty emotional. and then as i was writing this book we found out that paul, our son, had to have a third open heart surgery. sought final chapter is the third open heart surgery. so getting into that and while i was finishing the book is -- >> what was largely a book about what happened in the past became also a book about dealing currently with another major surgery. but any hesitation? on every page -- it's a very personal book. any hesitation about going public with so much pain and a personal story at a time when by your own admission your family's