i enjoyed wearing black, renaissance clothing and i always painted my face and so forth. and i've always enjoyed that lifestyle because it truly expresses the person i am. i see this as being yin and yang. my dark side, my light side. but i don't view either as being evil. i just view them as different aspects of myself. when i come to prison, one thing i can still do that i'm not letting the system take away from me, it helps remind me that i'm not just an animal behind bars. i'm not just you know locked away for the rest of my life. i can still experience and do a few of the things that make me feel who i am. coming up on "lockup raw" the devil's workshop -- >> allegedly involved in a situation in the chapel where he was involved in sexual activity with another inmate. >> when it comes to sex behind bars, not even the chapel is sacred.