license, just the trainers. >> correct. >> so at any point did anyone say these are serious drugs and can cause you serious problems down the line, you know, take them at your own risk? >> no, and the crazy thing is i had symptoms early on this went by the wayside. and looking back, after i ended up in the icu with the severe symptoms from the kidney problem, i went to a bunch of specialists who started to look at my medical records from year's past, 2003 and 2004, i started showing signs of kidney damage in my blood test and urine tests. 2005, 2006, even worse, when i retired in 2009 they got worse every year. the same doctors were looking at my tests, my physicals, saying a good clean bill of health. never say your kidneys are deteriorating, you need to lay off the pain killers, they knew at that point in my career, my