then he came on to me. i was scared what would happen if i reacted so i disappeared instead. my time in public service disappeared because he was bored and lonely. it still breaks my heart. >> that's one of the things making it difficult hill for him to climb. he can say, it is not a toxic environment, it is a tough environment. but when you talk to people who worked with him for years, they will give him points for being an effective governor but he is tough, brusk and can be difficult to deal with. that's one of the reasons there's not a lot of political capital for him to draw on at this time. it is one thing to say i'm a touchy-feely person and these are misunderstood, but you don't have misunderstandings with 11 different women in your office. as he heads to the next crucible, he will be going from