Transcripts For CSPAN2 Women War Correspondents 20220831

Correspondence. Its appropriate in a week to begin with World Press Freedom day that we take a moment to honor all the journalists around the world, men and women alike who voluntarily placed themselves in harms way to bring troops to light. We remember austin of class of 2012, freelance reporter kidnapped in syria in 2012 and who we believe is in prison there today. We urge the Syrian Government to take action to secure his release. We have a very distinguished panel this evening, elizabeth becker, former pentagon correspondent for the New York Times whose book you dont belong here, inspired to start this event. Just published her book growing on her reporting, eagle down, the last special forces fighting the war. Civilla, npr and Senior Correspondent that reported in bosnia and heroically coming and wrote fine book on the middle east, eclipse of the sunnies and you will find somewhere on the screen, depending on the machine, a q a tab and foal free to send us questions at any time, the panel will have a discussion for somewhere around 40 minutes and then we will turn to your questions and with that, deb, its all yours. Thank you very much, we will open it up because i think that many of you especially journalism students will have interesting observations for all of us. If all of you can please turn on your cameras and we will begin our discussion. Hello, sylvia, jessica and elizabeth. I want to start with elizabeth because i now have listened to the book twice and the second time i heard things i didnt hear the first time and i was happy to do that and i tell you what struck me, elizabeth, you by all rights could have written a memoir, your reporting was stiller from cambodia and you kept at it all the way through the trials. But you didnt do that, you wrote something different, yo wrote a piece about 3 women who changed the course i was curious about your thought process. Did you start thinking this is what im going to do or was it an evolution . Well, thanks, debra, and thank you for having us all. Debra, youve written several books. Of course, i wasnt the original. My previous editor, the lamented loss that we last a few years ago alex suggested a memoir but when i started to take a crack at it, i realized that now this whats really interesting in my life is the women who covered the war who i followed, the trick was to figure out how to put that together but once i figured that out, then i knew who the three would be. It was really obvious. I needed a photographer. It had to be the french katrina, i needed a longform journalist, Francis Fitzgerald and come combat reporter and the woman that was my role model and mentor kate webb from australia. Then it was the easy part of doing the research and writing the book. Yes, the easy part. You start with the story that is in some ways common to everybody on why they got on that plane. Can you just recount why you decided that you were going to go to vietnam . Well, im the late bird. I arrived in january 1973 for the last couple of of the war and i was in graduate studies at the university of washington thinking i knew a lot because i was in graduate school after getting my undergraduate degree in south asia and Southeast Asia and then i had a masters, my masters thesis, adviser turned down my thesis at the same time i turned down invitation to go to bed with him and being youngish, 25, ii did the obvious thing and took fellowship money and bought oneway ticket to cambodia as one does. The thing here is that i had a friend who i met during my studies and travel in india who had gone onto to become the freelancer in vietnam and cambodia, a woman named savannah and she trying to get me to join her, no, no, i dont want to close to b52 raids. But then when i was in the bind, i said why not and i flew to cambodia. And like everybody else, hay no idea what i was getting into. [laughter] every single one of the women bought tickets without a job and without any idea how they were going to survive and had to make it up. I dont think any of us had any idea, because we survived it they asked us to do it some more. Let me ask, sylvia, you did a lot of work in bosnia. That was a risky place to work. Was there any ever any question about being female in that war . Was it was there anything that was an impediment to you . Not really, but, again, i didnt go to a war. I was in the balkin and i was covering the rise of the communist who was sort of ruthlessly trying to take power of what was then yugoslavia and i covered the story for 2 and a half years and, you know, first i was in lubana the day they declared independence and the bombs starting falling so the war came to me essentially. So then croatia and then in 92, of course, bosnia. But so, you know, basically those of us who were covering the political story suddenly found themselves covering a war story. So no, i cant say i think we could say one thing, though, that essentially the croatian war exploded a month or two after the end of the first gulf war and most of the media had had, you know, spent so much money certainly all the tv networks and everything in iraq in iraq and there was the early stage to have balkin were wars were covered by the freelancers and a lot of them were women and i think a lot of women started in the balkin, their first really big experience. So i think i cant say that i had any particular challenge or difficulties because of that. Let me ask all three of you this, its been true in vietnam that war coverage is a way for women to move up the ranks. We saw that in bosnia. Samantha power was a reporter in bosnia and i wondered if you thought that that was true, that, you know, wars thaw you can get to, bosnia was one of them is actually a career booster for female correspondents, let me start with elizabeth. Vietnam is sort of the bridge between world war ii where women werent allowed in the combat and then the rest of you so that the women in vietnam had to be very quiet about what they were doing because the pentagon still had a ban against women on the field covering combat. Before that, through the vietnam war in theory they should have been with the nurses. But because the war had not been declared, all of the rules about journalism were suspended including the ban on woman. So the woman in vietnam, just a handful including the french photographer i mentioned, they convinced the pentagon not put the ban and not make a big deal out of it because theyre afraid that if washington knew there would be a blowup and women couldnt do it. So they were the missing link before vietnam not allowed. After vietnam, women automatically got credentials like men and media organizations said women as staff during vietnam, you almost never saw staff women. They all had to come jessica, you did afghanistan and there were there were quite a few women who came to afghanistan, was it a draw, do you think, for female correspondents . I think the times that you faced in afghanistan, i think there were i think it would be surprising to consider like how many there still are. It would be, you know, you would be judged by generals and inappropriate messages late at night. I can say that i got, you know and also journalists that was working for a big American News organization and so i think you experience specifically as woman and the advantage of being woman in afghanistan is that you have access to women. Thats one to have problems that we are finding now in the newspaper with our bureau, we dont have a male correspondent there. We want to cover the story about how what is going to happen to afghan women after they leaf and its something that im trying to do all the way from washington, d. C. Because its just not that accessible to the local journalist that is we have there. Thats interesting, sylvia, did you see the same thing in bosnia. I remember there being lots of women there and many of them went onto bigger careers . Absolutely. Yeah. Definitely. And i think what was also different about the whole not just croatia, there was no american troops. There was no officials or officers that told us we could go or couldnt get. We didnt get credentialed by anybody. The front line was all over the place. 3 worries factions in bosnia. Muslims and coats. It was very scary and dangerous, you were crossing lines, sometimes several times a day. The other different thing it was a war where really the whole purpose, the target of the war was to move people. It was ethnic cleansing and therefore women, in previous wars women were marginal and not the story. Men would write stories about men and military strategic things. The war, ethnic cleansing was the forced movement of civilians and the torture and, of course, rape and rape had always been sort of a part of war, obviously. But in the ethnic cleansing it really emerged as a very specific strategy particularly by the sunnies against the muslims and that turned out to be obviously an angle, story that women were in a better position to cover because we had better access. Its still a very Patriot Society and meant to distort the family and it was very difficult also for women to cover that story, but i think we had a better access than most of our male counterparts and and i can say thanks to reporting that men and women did in bosnia on rape it was later recognized that yugoslavia war crimes tribunal as war and we could take credit for that. Correct. I covered the war in 91, the first gulf war and, of course, we could go and talk to saudi women and the men could not. And that was a huge thing and we were halfhalf in the war. Elizabeth, do you think part of your title is that we wrote the story of war, do you think that female correspondents just report differently, they see Different Things and have different sensibility on what they should report on . Specifically in vietnam, first of all, i avoid the x, y chromosome issue. Whats particularly different is these were ultimate outsiders. They had no credentials. Hay had no background. They had no nothing. They came untrained and covered the way that did intuitively almost. College degrees were too but the photographs that she took and she won major prices in her early 20s, fitzgerald the same thing. All the political and concentration on battlefields. What sylvia was talking about that was in the middle of war and kate changed the way you cover combat. Its an outside. At the same time even back then, women were raised differently than men. No question. War brought against each other. The it was a boys club and the women were treated like outside others by the men that jessica was talking about, youre different and by the way youre going to be subject to sexual harassment. I think because they were outsiders, they had a broader and deeper view of the war and thats who i wrote in the book. I wonder if by the time we all come along that war changes too. That war becomes about civilians. Vietnam was not so much. And so i wondered if you think that changes the stake that its a different way to cover war because war changes. Yes, all of the above. The way you reacted to the different situations. No question. Jessica, you write, quite an eyeopening book and you write about special forces and you also and they are the most male of all units in the military in my view. They never like it when we show up. But you you get deep into their culture and you get deep into the culture of the Afghan Special force, how did you do that, how did you get them to let you . There was a natural divide and then the men would do the sort of more kind of thing and at the start, not be in one kind of reporting because you had access. Women obviously as i matured in the war, i see differently but started out, yeah, i wanted to do the same stuff that guys did. Why couldnt i get access to afghan commanders and thats where the story was and at the time the u. S. Calling out, the story was very much what is happening to frontline afghan troops and so i had success or afghan journalist who came with me and i talked with him, we were able to spend time with afghan commanders and that by default access and green berets who the u. S. If we could figure out which afghans were working with the americans, we could access to both of them. I think just spending time going out, you know, on day and night patrols with afghan soldiers. Even the American Green berets wouldnt do. It was a step by step process. The other thing was that the policy was so flawed, the fact that many of the green berets so they were affected by the way that they were being used for political purposes to sort of prevent, you know, the obvious collapse of afghanistan. They were being used to regain the city but it was shortlived. I think a combination of having spent time doing the same things as them and also the fact that they were frustrated just helped we have a marching band through our screen. Its 6 00 oclock at night. Im sorry, it just made me laugh so i had to explain why i was going to laugh. I want to remind the audience to please send in questions and i want to ask jessica one more question and that is you start in libya and that was a chaotic war and then you go onto afghanistan. What was the difference between the two . It was really unexpected. I grew up in italy so to me sort of i felt close in the sense that we were always reading of things that they did and impacted us as well. I was just covering, big ambitions to be war forces. I became so involved in following the daytoday movements and companies. [inaudible] and so they sent me over there. It was complete chaos. We didnt have as we were saying, we just you got into cab with someone and someone was getting you over the border and there was dispute gangs we created by paying them to get in and out. You get there and theres one security person for like 20 or so journalists and its a miracle that we survived. I wanted to prove myself. I did get almost abducted with a taxi and managed to wrestle with the guy and ran out and, you know, and trying to find me and had no idea where i was. It was pretty insane. But after that, i obviously developed an appetite for that kind of reporting because it was so much more interesting and i wanted to go to iraq. They dont need anybody to iraq and afghanistan. Thats how i got into it. I mean, it seemed so much work. When i got there, i was surprised. Parties in kabul and you can go to restaurants and party lines were very sort of fixed. You know, i signed up for 1982 for the israeli invasion of beirut and we had to take a fairy to cypress and turns out that the crew chases you around and wonder that any of us managed and pumping and yelling and moving. But sylvia, i was interested in this notion that you come and cover political story and slide into war. You didnt choose to do it. The war chose you. Was there a moment, oh, my, i appear to be a war correspondent and things change and you had to recalibrate how you operated, where you went, who you went with. You know, it was that was really learn on the job. Absolutely. It was absolutely like that and, in fact, in the early stages of the croatia war, i didnt have bulletproof vests or anything like that. That came much later and and, you know, yeah, it was tremendous improvisation. Im not going the say on the battlefield but as i said the lines were always moving and we were always i tell you what, as i said, i started with a political story in what was really, you know, the end of the cold war, a year after i went to belgrade for the first time was the fall of the wall and i covered the aftermath of that and i covered the revolution, were there together, i remember, and then the end of communism in hungary. I sort of started covering the political stuff and when the bulkin wars started, we need today understand, you had to go find out of print books to find out the history of the bulkins because it was really a dejavu all over again and the ethnic cleansing was something that had been happening in the past century. It was unfortunately a typical method of the balkins. Towns the rise of this rabid nationalism was really, you know, you needed old books and what was very interesting and i talked to a lot reporters and sometimes you dont talk to these refugees or people in a town where there had been an attack and they start telling you what happened and you dont understand, older people, you dont understand if theyre talking about something that happened the week before or in 1944. And there was it was a very difficult story to cover because of all of the history that weighed on on the events so much and, you know, you to start also learning how to dodge bullets. Yeah. That was one of the things that struck me a little bit reading the book. The first time reading your book i understood how to be a reporter in vietnam. I dont know because you put the female lens on it but much more that you describe what it is daytoday, who you lived, you who hung out with and how you got on the helicopter and you got out of the room and you saw nobody on the street and its the beginning of the attack i understood it for the first time ever. I read a lot of vietnam books. There was something compelling about that but terrifying. In your epilogue. You understood that you just had to survive. I wonder if you think that you the violence in vietnam was more than for any of us. It was closer and more sustained than it was in other wars. Oh, i cant make that judgment because in some ways i look at people like jessica, the younger people and journalists were targets. On the other hand, thank you debra for noticing the dailiness of it because thats the thing that drove me crazy, reading memoirs of people covering the vietnam war. They didnt have families that they road home to. I didnt know what they wore and i didnt know what restaurants. I knew none of that and my book, i wanted to show the whole of the women and thankfully they left a lot for me to use and francis is still alive. We had families, we had friends, we had love affairs, we had all of that. Terrible love affairs. [laughter] thats part of war. Its so its so as we all know, its the biggest thing you feel all 24 7. I wanted that in there but thank you. I love that part. I realized that i had been missing it forever. [laughter] so i did appreciate that. The one thing that is also striking in elizabeths book, jessica, is the fact that these women, they dont hang out with each other, they pretty much are working allen and i wondered if it had changed for you in afghanistan, did you have female friends, was that important to you . Yeah. I think, there was as people left in the later years, there were fewer journalists. It was a collegial place to work. You knew what they were working on and discussing and you would share sources and advice. Yes, in beirut there was two of us. We hung out together. Sylvia, there were lots of women more in bosnia than belgrade but the same contingent . Well, no. There were also a lot of women also at belgrade. Yeah, we were always pretty much the same, you know, we were circulating around the entire region most of the time. Yeah. We did hang out, yeah, together absolutely. So both elizabeths book and jessicas book has Something Interesting thats the history of your own wars, earlies, thats the subject of the book, the history of the war and i havent thought about it in so long that it was really interesting to read that, how long did that take you to figure out whats in, whats out, how do you i mean, that seemed like the hardest thing that you did. Youre too generous. I read it twice, elizabeth. I knew that i couldnt explain the women without explaining the war. I couldnt explain and the American Media demand and it was both devicive war since the civil war and their accomplishments had their spine had to be the worry. I had the background and i called pull the books and its the pull and i had a good editor who said, elizabeth, enough on that and that sort of thing. But i didnt want the reader to not the war and i presumed that none of my readers could memorize it and i couldnt see it in any other way. Great piece of history. And jessica, i have to tell you, i have no idea this war is mainly about special forces and that has been the point and that the American Government actually started to downplay this war from 2005. Are we still in afghanistan, oh, maybe. Lets keep it all very quiet and you must have seen that. When did you figure out that this was all worth a book, that the rest of us couldnt quite get this part . It was really frustrating because you could never really tell that side of the war because the soldiers that you would get to know would never get on the record with a new story and you didnt really have official access to the green berets and i wrote a story about leaving afghanistan and how guilty of leaving afghan colleagues behind and start life somewhere else and got some attention, reached out to me and said, hey, you represented and, yeah, i think so. I was really angry and they say when i left because of the way things were going and, you know, it just sort of came together over time. More people i thought to, the more access i got and i think just to go to elizabeths point, if i had known what i had at the end in terms of materials, might have been structured differently. It sort of came together as i went along. And do you find that, for example, when the military people read this book, do they call you and say, you got it, jessica. Ive had so many soldiers reach out to me and say, thank me of the years that were covered for documenting that [inaudible] to me it was frustrating, the training missions, they stopped calling soldiers soldiers and started calling them advisers and most of the journalists in washington are just covering the language that the pentagon uses because they are not there. And so the narrative that was coming out of dc was dominant and people were saying american soldiers are still in combat. The government wasnt want to tell the story. What are your thoughts of the american withdrawal . I think its difficult. The u. S. Has to leave afghanistan at some point and the fact that it was trending in the wrong direction. There was no improvement. Violence increasing, but what they did do, no plan, the Trump Administration had to do with the taliban. And coming and the process that started is now dead and try today launch their initiative and replicate in 2001. And now they are leaving with no dates set than anniversary which i think is upsetting to soldiers in afghan that theres no better logic for after 20 years just an anniversary. So its really hard to remain hopeful about how things will go because theres no peace effort. Any peace effort that was underway is being wiped out. And what when it goes badly, then it will get covered. Hopefully, but i know once american soldiers are gone, will people care really about afghan war . You know, that was one of the reasons that i focused on the green berets in the people. You know, i couldnt believe that the American Public would really care about afghan and cared about americans lives lost. Once the dust settles, what will we cover, probably not that much. Sylvia, you covered a war where americans werent involved which is always different than the ones that we covered. And i wondered if you have any experiences of people say thank you for telling the truth or you revealed what was really happening or is that just something that you just think about years later . No. You know, basically we were constantly the topics of all our stories were mainly the refugees or the victims, the civilians and absolute, it was difficult, there was fear, not everybody was so willing but so many people were willing to talk and i think extremely grateful and as elizabeth pointed out also in the balkins, journalist were very much off the targets. Up until then war since then its happened, during the wars and yugoslavia, i think more journalists were killed and injured than had ever happened before than information was we talked so much about disinformation but i cannot tell you how much disinformation it was one of the propaganda machines of from belgrade in particular were absolutely devastating and and many of these people believe these things and so there was communication on that level was often very, very difficult but definitely, definitely they were very happy that we were telling their stories. So as a journalist when the americans arent involved, do you find that you do get drawn to the civilians because you need to find the topic that will, you know, get the attention of your listeners because you cant appeal to the way that they understand the u. S. Military. And the politics are too complicated. Yeah, there were no 6 00 oclock callins in balkin. Crazy statements made by the insane nationalist political leaders and tremendous amount of false propaganda but the the civilians were the topic. I mean, there wasnt any, you know, there were no battles for, you know, strategic heels or dams or whatever. You didnt write about the military at all. Also there was no real legitimate there were all militias and they were basically thugs and it was a very, very it was a very, very scary and disorganized in every sense difficult to cover story, but the civilians were the topic. You couldnt that was it. Thats what you talked about. That was the center of the reporting. Elizabeth in some ways you have the same task because as a reporter in cambodia the americans were involved but from the air and so how did you think about your coverage . Well, i thought about it by being sure that i went to the u. S. Embassy to read American Newspapers which is the only place i can find them so i knew what the debate was in the United States. So even though they were fighting from the air only congress had restricted them, cambodia was a huge issue. It would have been one of the one to have articles in nixons impeachment, the Supreme Court was debating it. There were all kinds of lawsuits because the guilt i cannot the guilt of the americans about expanding war in cambodia was enormous. We have no information and so forth but i wanted to pick on something that i hadnt realized until i listened to you all. Underneath all of our wars, there was a sense of of old racebased antagonism that was hard to pull out. I know you dont think about it with vietnam but, for instance, one of the stories i reported that sort of didnt go anywhere was that the cambodian communists had a real racial antagonism to the vietnamese communist and did not trust the vietnamese communist and got outlook opinion because we are deacon to all societies and what do we find, jessica found it, sylvia found it and now in the 21st century, its taken for granted but we, americans, oh, my god. I could tell you what each had about each other and i heard racism like since cambodia. President bush said, i understand theres two kinds of muslims, theres sunnis and shiites and they went, oh, oh. [laughter] and so, yes, i think that is correct. Jessica, would you go back . I really want to go back, yeah. I mean, its actually now a few journalists there and theres an opportunity but i just had a baby so going to be home with him for a while but i definitely once hes a little bit older. Now these things have an interesting topic and i want to ask all three of you on this, in my time war correspondents who had babies left the field. Kelly mcevers did but i know that younger women dont. They go right back out there. I wondered if if you agree that our generation that was although men always kept going. That was okay for the men to go back to the war, but now both sides go. Do you notice that as a phenomena . I was just on a panel with lindsey excuse me, lindsey adario. Yeah, yeah. She said, women i dont want an editor telling me whether or not i can go back because im a mother. I make that decision and i thought that was okay. That makes sense to me. Shes taking the responsibility. She makes the decision. I mean, the woman i wrote about i dont know, no one had theres so few of us and none were married much less mothers. But then later as i become an editor as we all know, i i tend to let the women decide but i do have to say that once you know, i let the women decide. But its not question for men. You wouldnt say we will let the men decide. If we have a 6monthold baby at home its not a question. They didnt take maternally leave. Exactly right. Exactly right. So its and a new question. By bosnia, were there women that had children at home or no . I didnt know any. I cant say that i offhand i cant remember anyone that did. When i was in baghdad, my cocorrespondent had a young one in istanbul and at 5 00 oclock every day she would go to back then it wasnt zoom and i would hear out of her door, up down, up down and i knew exactly what she was doing. She was talking to her child from baghdad. And jessica, were there women in afghanistan who had kids at home . I mean, no, not really. Overwhelmingly there were a lot of male correspondents with families back in europe or in the u. S. But very few and from my perspective, i mean, definitely once you get married and you have a baby, it certainly limits the chances of you going overseas, one because women generally have more of a role at home especially when the babies are young and also its more difficult to put myself at risk knowing that this is a personal choice. I would find it really hard to go for 2 or 3 years like the men did and i know how much of that was social construct that it is completely engrained and men feel free to go overseas whenever or as much as they want. I think the change seems to be that its your choice and in my generation, nobody did it. You would be seen as some sort of horrible human if you did. I think what id like to do is ask doyle to help us with questions, we are getting quite a few and i wonder if doyle, you can begin to open for questions from our fulsome audience . I will be glad to do that. Because of production limitations you will get me rendering the questions but i will do the best i can to be faithful to them. We still have room for more. The first question is from abby who is a student in the Journalism Program at georgetown and she asks, what do stories like that of austin price, in syria, what implications do we have for conflict reporting and i would like to expand the question a little bit. Some of you started by buying a oneway ticket to a combat zone. Is that something that somebody will ever do again . Well, the older the oldest one will say that i would not do it today. I think the risks do not come close to the rewards for all the reasons we just said. America does not if americans are not fighting, the media is not going to buy your work. The respect for a journalist is not what it used to be, from afghanistan, how many times were hospitals with red cross bombed much less journalists . I hope they dont. I hope that they do things like improve our local coverage here in the United States. I saw this happen in the syrian conflict. I was in turkey when austin tice disappeared and when james foley disappeared and there were plenty of young, almost all european, americans no. But there were plenty of 22 to 25yearold europeans who came in as freelancers and it wasnt until the beheadings began that everybody had to get very serious about security and how this was going to work because the freelancers would go ahead of all staff people and companies would buy their work and there was a moral hazard to that that i think editors began to understand that you were asking far too much of people and if youre 22 to 25, you arent quite making the right decisions. So you saw it tighten over time but, yes, i think there are people who will get on those planes. But ive been thinking about this lately, where would you go . What war would you go to now that you would risk your life for and hope that you would start your career on. That is a question that sofi sent in. She notes that there are also access problems. How would you get to the front in yemen, so if any of you were to advice a Young Journalist who wanted to be a conflict reporter, where would you go . I think younger reporters show up in afghanistan who showed up without any specific who gradually sold their work to bigger organizations. I think theres interest in afghanistan. Its pretty easy to get there. A lot of big airlines get there. You can get to kabul and once you get to kabul, you can go anywhere. I think its possible. Not advisable perhaps, but possible. I agree with what elizabeth said that if the americans are notifying, you know, theres not going at least in the American Media, theres not going to be an interest. Although yemen is one of those, you know, humanitarian crisis that is what your story will be and you know it before you get there. You will show skinny babies in hospitals and that is your story. It is possible to get there but it is so damn dangerous that for a freelance tore get on that plane without backup is difficult. James ferguson from pbs got a series thats on this week, she went there and did exactly that. Sylvia, you mentioned loading on the job when you got to bosnia and the war came to you. So i wanted to ask all of you whether you had any particular training in conflict reporting before you became a war correspondent. Im now having to do that without much training but served alongside reporters who were veterans in other wars in military service. They either had a leg up or certainly believed they had a leg up. Do you think thats true . Well, again, if they had im not so sure they are covering, Say Something like vietnam would have been helpful in covering bosnia. But i can say i had absolutely no experience before the war. The balkins are the only wars that ive covered. I dont know what the other ones were like. But i really learned i learned on the ground. My preparation going to libya was they had a mandatory 5 days hostile environment where 3 days was first aid and they told you what to do from having a catastrophic bleed and one useful session on what to do if you were kidnapped which was one thing that helped me decide to try and escape from the taxi when i was abducted by this guy. They told us the best time to escape before you get to place. It was just that this is the right thing to do, this is the right thing to do and i just did it. I dont know without training if i would have made the same decisions. We laughed at the training at the time it actually did come in handy. The other thing they did they had me talk to a season war correspondent who was dated and was my guest. I took the training course, oh, gosh, maybe 5 years ago. 2013 and i only know that because i have to do it again. Really, do i have to do this now. I have been through, you know, 8 wars by now and there came a moment where they said, okay, we will train you for kidnapping and i said ive been kidnapped twice and i managed it, do i really have to do this and they said no, i dont want to have you rough me up and im just no, ive been through it. Yeah, i had the same experience. All the hostile environment training came in after the second iraq war. That was none of that existed before and it was for the insurance and i had frankly a very traumatic experience. They sent us to england to do it. It was former british soldiers organized it and it also awful and i said, i never want to do that again. It made me relive all of the things that i had somehow repressed obviously in the balkins but i had gotten rid of but it was a horrible and bad experience. Im not so sure if perhaps you have it the first time, maybe its helpful but first aid was good, that would have been nice to have that before but the simulated kidnapping and hostage taking, no. I had heard about that. One woman from the bbc fainted. It was not good. Elizabeth, you i remember coming back from beirut in particular and i couldnt be around fireworks and if a car backfired, i would roll into a ball on the street. It took a while to calm down from that and i wondered you were there a long time. How did you have trouble reinserting yourself to normal america . Yes. But i didnt know i was having trouble which is normal. I just thought it was normal that half of my head was still in cambodia and the other half was in the United States and it was normal that i was writing letters as much as i could to the beijing embassy for cambodia and that i thought too much of it and i went back and had a more traumatic experience and so and i spent a lot of money on a therapist without saying why i couldnt concentrate. Yeah, this is way before anybody knew about ptsd and and in the process of talking about the book i remembered something that really brought it home to me. I was lucky they posted me to Prince George county which is a fabulous story here in the Washington Area and vietnam vet was in those days right after the war was they were considered lonely losers, crazy. And pg county had one of the veterans was a sniper and was killing people in the region. And the police knew that i had covered the war and so they actually called me in the bureau in dc and said, do you want to talk to him and they gave me the phone number. They said you can talk him down and so i said, okay, i talked him count and while i was talking him down he quieted and started listening to me and they shot and killed him. So, i mean, this whole thing and whenever something happened, becker, you were there, is even if youre making headway, this war was i felt that it wasnt the only one. I mean i think you had worst experiences certainly than i ever did. The second time you go to cambodia and they killed one of you, how did you manage that . Debra, its no accident within a year or so i was the mother of a beautiful little girl. I will just go that far. I just think it was so bad i did something really good. I had really. Thats better than therapy. [laughter] we have a similar question from ellen and she says shes a female veteran and has been grappling with reentry and would like to hear from all of you how you deal even with the simple problem of Culture Shock thats coming out of the intensity of war to the civilian life. Id like to know whether news organizations provide any kind of reentry help these days. Anybody. Recent experience . Generally, i arrived in washington after four years in afghanistan and i was not in the best place and you didnt get anything. A number that you can call and they would give you another number and counseling and i didnt understand American Health insurance and even then it wouldnt be included. There was no there was no followup or anything. Nobody asked how youre feeling. There was a day when a whole group of afghan journalists were killed in a secondary and went to cover a bombing and i went to the office and i just started crying and so they sent me home but there was no question you arrived sort of thing and the same when i was working and i i had the near kidnap experience and my editor in london didnt know that it had happened and the security adviser said i hadnt told him where i was going which i had and that was another headache to resolve when i got back because they didnt want to label that they were responsible because he told me to get in the cab. Either way, theres no real effort. Even worst case, my my role model was lydia, she did a lot of great work in libya and went to afghanistan and being bureau chief there. She very obviously was breaking down over her last year. She was [inaudible] she had Substance Abuse problem and nobody did anything at all. We talked about it, me and other reporter in pakistan about how to intervene without gentlemen jeopardizing her career and she was found dead in the bathroom just a month, a few days after that. It prompted a lot of soul searching in the organization but it felt like it was too little too late because she was only 34. Spend more time in combat. Kate had been captured by nearly a month by the north vietnamese. Was severely injured. They were both functional blockade was the functional alcoholic. I talked to her sister at length for the book. She said for kate to acknowledge all of the problems she felt she wouldve fallen apart. You could not talk about it. And jessicas story, i was thinking about kate and katrina. They never, never adapted. Kate never settled down. Katrina never felt at home anywhere. And that is the sadness of the book. These two really, really gave up their sanity and wellbeing for this job. Although both before they died said they would not change, they are so proud of what they had done. Katrina said i told the story. That is the bittersweet stories of this these women. It was heartbreaking to see kate at the end, heartbreaking. Specular miami of marie who struggled mightily, and when she died many of us said that it was suicide by. [inaudible] perry had the chance to interview the director of the movie that was made about marie, i put that to him if he thought that is what had happened. I left every single gesture in the tape, he clicks, he sighs, and he says many of her friends wondered what marie would be like if she retired and now they never have to know. And so i thought that was as close to es as you get. It is tough. Sylvia did you have trouble you came back from bosnia . But like elizabeth i didnt know what ptsd was at the time. The concept did not exist. And people would ask me what is it like there . I never had great panic or anxiety in bosnia. I had it when it came back to rome. Something ridiculous. I was obsessed when i put on the gas on the house it was going to explode or be run over by a bus went across the street. The fears became the banality of the day, daily experiences. And then i a weird fear of heights. Which i have told some other people have two and i dont know price req minus like cant drive over bridges i couldnt, out of nowhere i couldnt. Ive talked to other people who do this for a living and they safety or get displaced and soldiers talk about it where they cant park in a Basement Parking lot, they just cannot do it. They cant drive over a two lane bridge because theres nowhere to turn around. And it is all that training you have about what to watch out for. It just gets displaced. And then you have to deal with it in ways that are like really . That is what i am afraid of . But you are. While we are on the of fear and danger, a practical question, when you are in a conflict zone you have to rely on local officials, sometime local militia commanders or local military. Military officers may not answer to a higher authority. How do you figure out who to trust . Sylvia why dont you go first maybe you are the most disorderly. [laughter] you have to play it by ear that you never know. Be these militia men who hated reporters of course. All size if you were an american reporter. Sometimes you know, sometimes a pack would open passage. Sometimes it wouldnt. You never know. But again he did not have the problem of credentials. Of course there was the un socalled un peacekeepers all over. They were everywhere there pretty ineffectual and more damaging in the end than helpful to the people on the ground. You played by air what can i say theres no rules that i can think of. Smith think youd trust your fixtures. You chose them to warn you. Most the time that works for although i do ever being in northern lebanon there is a brilliant woman who was it she should we were in a very suny area where these people if they were not al qaeda there pretty close. We laughed to his in more dangerous she or an american . And it was pretty much a tossup at that time. I think you learn to trust your fixtures. They can feel and things are going bad. You could not often go you could not take a muslim into a serb area. We were usually reporters together. And driving our own vehicles because when youre crossing the lines you would have been endangering your fixer by putting them into the enemy territory. Elizabeth you are in cambodia when there were no fixed lines and there were no american military, and how did you navigate those dangers . We had an informal on reporters. They live there so we knew each other. Even if we did not like each other always we knew we go through the day. We would listen to the communist broadcasts. We took them literally. Then you are very good friends with that military attaches to had intelligence out in the field. It was a group effort. Would have our translators or drivers with us and you knew how to tell when the line had moved, when the children werent there. When you did not smell food cooking. He had this whole different set and it works. A couple of might really close buddies thereto japanese journalists, they broke the rules and went across to the site which we always said we never would do braid they purposely went across and they are both killed. We took them seriously we never cross the line, never. Because we knew what would happen. Jessica you covered afghan units not only american units for it how to network what he wanted to embed i dont affect the right term but when you went to a company . Different control you had the commanders were the elite and the american air support. You go with the militias that were raised up the groups raised and appeared,. [inaudible] he talked to the local afghan journalist. We went there and spent a day or drum vies with them. The americans shifted. They could go either way so we got a bad feeling of them. The best guys to save face. A courageous question hear from Cheryl Wheaton who is watching us from brussels. She said she is 37 years old. She too old to become a war correspondent . [laughter] i was in my 40s but is covering it so no. I was older than that going to Southern Turkey to cover syria. I was. Make its hard to start at 37. So if you are a journalist and now then youre probably fine for if youre just becoming a journalist at 37 maybe not so much. You probably shouldve started as a war correspondent. A question from debra kayden. Have you returned to the war zones that you covered to see how life has changed . Jessica said she would like to go back to afghanistan. Yes i went back about ten years after the war had started. Theres peace in that sense and everything, the situation is still a bit of a mess. And lots of corruption. It is not in great shape, not in great shape at all. I go back a lot. Ive been back a lot. The first few times i went back and help me get rid of my jitters. With the ups and downs in cambodia, and with the vietnam i find it reminds me its just a country that is not a war zone it is a whole country. It has history and i found it very helpful to keep going back. Did you go back to beirut or baghdad . I did beirut not baghdad. I was there with the pandemic began last year, january and february. Ive been going since 1982. So i know the place and this time was very sad its gotten only sat her with a big explosion and half the country below the poverty line that used to be the place in some ways it still is. As a place where Young Journalist could get a start. There is a huge contingent and there are a lot of women there who can jump off and do middle east reporting from beirut. So precarious and lebanon because it is tanking. It is very sad to go there these days. In syria i cannot go at all pray thats a story i keep up with. I will go to berlin in january. I will look at the trials, the warcry trial happened in germany. I dont know elizabeth you are a role model about this. What time i have left as a journalist by looking at syria. That was a when i need the best that was the one i followed the most. I knew those people before the war i was there the war broke out. Its not over yet. Want to know how this is all going to turn out. I feel that way about that one i went to afghanistan i was in bosnia somehow that one is stuck with me. Its hard to know which one gets you. That is the one that is gotten me. I was saying look at syria its one of the stories now. I cant stop looking at this. There are people who are journalist very much attached to that country. At one or two more questions before i send this back for any final remarks you want to make. A worthy audience if you have a light and ground question youre desperate to ask, nows the time to get it in. United states seem to have a pattern not only in afghanistan but getting into wars without an exit strategy. After so much experience where we so bad at this . This is the first st. Louis did it vietnam one of the problems is we have put too much of our Foreign Policy in the hands of the military. Vietnam was one of them i think the forever wars after armories dont sell all these issues they dont do it. The first thing i would do is beef up the state department budget. Lets go back to diplomacy and not put everything in the military. Its grown way beyond belief we all suffer from them. Smacking us and i was approached about when. Through the conversation that has a mission to deliver. That used in knew nothing about. [inaudible] was never going to work. This last question in this when i will confess is for me. Each of you address it when we try to explain to students without much success. Going out and covering the war is dangerous, it is draining, it is dirty it takes you away for most of the pleasures of normal life. Why do you do it . [laughter] deb what im too go first . I have thought about this. And when i look back at myself i realize that i was an adventure. I was a pirate. I wanted experiences. I was willing to take risks. I dont think i ever said that i dont think i ever acknowledged it. But i do remember makeup themselves to beirut pulled this off. I thought it was fabulous. Theres a moment i think you get old enough you think i should not be doing this. Because you know if anything bad happens you friends will go you should have known better the attraction to doing it is you see people at their worst. Everybody understands that. You also see people at their best. I mean relate their best. Surgeons who are and basements they organize the Food Campaign the stadium for sudanese refugees. You see people do extraordinary things. That heightened sense of life that is enticing. Silva you last epic question. Tell us. [inaudible] what brought you joy . I repeat i did look for it came to me. I found myself there. You might ask why did i keep going for a period of ten years . Well at that point i began to understand part of the world i had invested and certain emotionally in this area i wanted to see it through. I am not sure that after the balkan wars if somebody wouldve set another war by that time i think also i had done enough. I did not have the attraction to cover another war. Im very glad i was there and very glad i was able to be in that extraordinary story as deborah said the best things come out and people in the situations. I met a lot of Extraordinary People there. I would not do it again. Jessica you do want to go do it again. What keeps you going . I cannot express both and worst in humanity. It is very difficult to walk away from that. From afghanistan and people with a lot of experience with conflicts and wants to still cover it. As attention moves the way and tells a story of what happens. For our newspaper i do not know how many other people i dont know whether its i need to go cover a new war. [inaudible] to go again and start the new war. They start there and attached media. To be a different one is just too painful. Elizabethan going to rephrase the question your case. You wrote the book about three extraordinary women why did they do it . They did it because they went to vietnam because there were no more important story in the world. And women at that stage were only allowed in the media to cover fashion. They all have the spirit of adventure that deborah mentioned. They all made the commitment both jessica and sylvia talked about. They start out with 66 they made sure they were there the end and 75. The commitment is full. 24 7 you arent living like you do not live any other time. You see the worst in yourself as well the others as the best. Francis never went back to war that was enough for her. And kate continued to go. I think she went to afghanistan a little bit. Moving around, moving around and thats when she won the big award. I must sated tight up with the mother stuff, when the New York Times asked me to it go to iraq my kids are teenagers. Thats the worst time to leave them so i did not go for it is not anxious to go anyhow i did not look forward to be embedded at my age. I cannot imagine leaving my teenage kids. No, no, no paid that sounds like the onset, deb do you have any final questions or any wrapup you want to do . I just want to say i think what elizabeths book shows us is what we do is reason enough. You highlighted these three extraordinary women. But it took all of these years for you to do it. I think all of us have been female or correspondence would like to think we made our mark out there. But you know, its just another war and some more correspondence will come after us. This is just been terrific to have this conversation with all of you. I do feel like we are a special breed because we did these things. But so what, really. We change things a little bit and there will be others behind us. It was nice to talk about it with all of you tonight. I would like to thank everybody who came. Doyle for inviting all of this, that was grand. Elizabeth becker former Washington Post correspondent in cambodia. You dont belong here great title out three women rewrote the story of war. Jessica, good author of eagle down the last special forces fighting the forever war. A senior correspond her party from bosnia and the 1990s. And winner of the georgetown prize for diplomatic reporting. Thanks everybody who came. It was great we had a good audience tonight. 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