and don't like you for some reason. they just target in on you, and a lot of them have been in there for 10 months, 12 months. so they're already basically, you know, all settled in. and i'm basically new. >> bernard is charged with threatening to kill and unlawful use of a firearm. for allegedly holding a bb gun pistol to his father's head. during the course of his arrest, he picked up additional charges of resisting and assault on police officers. he's pled not guilty to all and is awaiting trial. >> if i really think about the future, it really, being contained and not being able to see my family and just be way -- way overwhelming. >> adding to bernard's stress is the fact that he's housed in a maximum security unit. he says he spends most of his time in a cell and trusts no one. not even the inmate worker who used to cut his hair.