hard to stomach. and i can tell you that inside this building, this issue, the weinstein story, having to leave the building in order to get told and combine that with another previous gigantic story on a related subject, the "access hollywood" tape with billy bush, leaving this building to get told. the amount of consternation here function rank and file who work here would be almost impossible for me to overstate. i've been through a lot of ups and downs in this company since i've been here. it would be impossible to overstate the consternation in this building around this issue. since ronan farrow's book published, i've been trying to get answers about the key allegations. as to whether or not ronan farrow was told to hit pause on new reporting at a time when nbc didn't think there was enough to go to air with. we have independently confirmed that nbc news did that. that did happen. he was told to pause his reporting. in light of farrow's assertions there was a pattern of the