New Today programme presenter Amol Rajan revealed this morning that he doesn't lock doors in public toilets for fear of getting stuck and also refuses to use lifts. The BBC's media editor also spoke about a 'full-on panic attack' and one hour of sleep he had the night before beginning his first shift on the Radio 4 show during a segment about anxiety. Mr Rajan, 37, said he was in a 'dreadful frenzy' on May 16 worrying about the 'hours ahead' and tried to calm down by watching his son sleep and reading Private Eye. He then downloaded several meditation apps but all of the methods 'made me feel worse' - and by 10pm he 'lost it', 'went to a dark place' and began drinking rum.