there's an american flag draped over a casket you're flying with, it really sparks up some things and makes you think. at that point, no. at that point you say, no, this isn't worth it at all. and then, you know, you start to analyze it and look through history. and there's a lot of people, lot more people that have died, to not only make our country free but to make a lot of countries free around the world. to help out a lot of countries, to do a lot of good things. war's never a good thing, but i do think it's necessary. >> when you travel around europe and asia and other countries outside of america, not many americans do. still when you do, what do you think your perception -- the perception of your country is? >> misunderstood. you know, we took a lot of nasdflack and maybe some of it just for the iraq war. a lot of things that bush did. and i wasn't in bush's shoes so i don't know what that was like. and they kind of looked down -- but i think they forget. you know, that's what kind of sometimes gets me a little