please. >> yes, ma'am. and you said -- were you able to see the gun? do you know what kind of gun it was? >> no. i don't know. i don't know anything about guns. >> okay. that's okay. and where are the weapons now? >> he's got it in his hand, he's reloading. >> how many shots has he fired? >> i don't know. there's so many. three different rounds of all kinds. god, please help me. please help us, lord. help us lord, please. jesus lord, please jesus help us. there's so many people dead, i think. oh, my god. >> you said there's so many people dead? >> i think they're dead, yes. >> when polly sheppard says she believes it was god who spared her life that night, she lost some of her nearest and dearest friends, i sat down and talked to miss sheppard a couple months ago in charleston. she said she had forgiveness in