about where they are today and how that has shaped them. let's listen. >> my first instinct was to look for my children and then my wife. i couldn't find my son or my two youngest. i heard screaming and i found kiani. the fact that she was screaming i knew that she was alive, she was coherent and i went to look for her mom and i said i would be right back. i knew i was bleeding out and my body was going into shock. so i closed my eyes and welcomed it. and figured i would join my wife and my three kids. but as i was slipping away, i heard this little girl call out to me -- daddy, don't you go. don't you leave me. and just when i thought, you