from the time i was a kid, i loved to pretend. >> she was the very first performer chosen for the cast of "saturday night live." >> they just loved her. >> i basically stole all of my characters from gilda. >> i can do almost anything if people are laughing. >> gilda was just not quite herself. >> one morning she just said i don't know what's wrong with me. >> it's the most unfunny thing in the world. >> she felt that she could be a help. and that's exactly what she did. >> how often do we get to know exactly how brave we are? >> i always felt that my comedy was just to make things be all right. >> new years day at 9:00 p.m. if you have psoriasis,