of the situation i was in when we got married di i hoped we'd have a long and happy life together but his illness has made me lower my expectations more and more now i'm hoping for one more nice holiday with him one more year together my wishes are getting more information modest. four hours later time for dialysis the family have to wear face masks to prevent any germs being sprayed. climate now needs daily treatment ten hours every night the machine doesn't cleanses blood directly that task is performed by a sterile solution which flushes toxins and excess water out of his body. the estimation is to fry what i miss most is the freedom to do what i want without