tended to tell me he was told it might. philip storytelling skills helped him to forget about life in the orphanage it was almost as bad as living on the streets the stock forced him to work every day he was beaten and starved. i. guess you were lip. i'm still amazed that i survived and that it was nothing short of a miracle i was as wound up on life there was really stressful see. me. the. last two i was subjected to beatings and other physical abuse and general neglect the phenomenally soko. enable. me but i got through it with sheer willpower and a hell of a lot of luck. saddam had to sneak guns guns who feel that.