a lot more comfortable situation. page has been fortunate so far the many crosses on the whole keep up each remember those who've lost their minds. fabian. steve twenty four. betty seventeen. i'm always scared because being out in big surf is probably one of the scariest things you can put your self into any situation about situation is pretty scary when you see a fifty foot wave coming at you. but it's also something that brings you the most joy the biggest highs i've ever felt in my life so something where you really feel like i truly was. so you just have to push their your fears and there's nothing more exhilarating and empowering them pushing your own fear.