the airport in hopes to make it home to new orleans before super bowl kick off. loving football is complicated now that we have a clear understanding of the physical costs that our beloved players bear. for me, being excited about the super bowl is complicated when it is played in new orleans. i am talking about more than my disappointment that is saints are not in the big game. atlanta is not there, either. i'm talking how it feels to watch the super bowl being played in the superdome. for many of us, the superdome is both a symbol of resilience and le birth and loss and abandonme abandonment. in august of 2005, it was shelter for 25,000 new orleanians. people believed the superdome would be a safe place to ride out the storm. the facility lost power. no air-conditioning or running water. without sanitation, citizens