that's all it really was. >> you know better than that. the lifestyle is what gets you caught up. it's that hype, that false sense of i'm living that lifestyle when you don't have a pot to piss in or a window to throw it out. when you talk about being in the hood and my homeys, you are still talking as though you enjoy being in the hood and you enjoy being around the hype, the violence. >> the thrill of it. >> like i said, there is nothing wrong about being real about who you are. if that is what you like that is what you like. just know there is a consequence for that lifestyle. when they tell me something, i can kind of read through all the lines. i know when they are not telling the truth or i know what they could do to get out because i got out. >> you with the big boys now. >> i'm going to get home. >> adalino santiago and deshawn barry stevens are hopeful that their participation in the jail's youth tier program will