as a neutral nonpartisan person. >> even further than that, wendy, in a new article you detail why kavanaugh was not credibility. you say that kavanaugh himself corroborated ford's claims by conducting himself with arrogance and disrespect from members of the judiciary committee. you also went to to criticize this moment. let's take a listen to that. >> you're saying there's never been a case where you drank so much that you didn't remember what happened the night before or part of what happened? >> you're asking about blackout. i don't know. have you? >> could you answer the question, judge? just to -- so you have -- that's not happened? is that your answer? >> yeah, and i'm curious if you have. >> i gotta say, i was cringing at that one. why was i cringing? why was this such a significant part of the hearing for you? >> oh, wow. this -- yeah, i mean, it took me a long time to recover from