shortly afterwards taylor chose to participate in a victim pact program. but it wasn't out of remorse. he was hoping it would earn him a transfer back to his favorite prison. >> first, i was going to use it to try to get back to ft. madison. you know, i wanted to play a game -- because i wanted to go back to ft. madison. >> his participation in the program required him to meet the sister of one of the officers he murdered. >> i was scared, you know, because, you know, we're under the illusion that they're going to come and cuss us out, call us all kind of names. and this and that. and you know we're sitting down. i'm truly scared. first thing she asked me, she said, why you kill my brother? i don't have no reason, you know. she said, did you kill my brother because he was the police? i said, no. she says, suppose i kill your mother or something -- and that tore me up. we broke down. we cried. i'm talking sincerely. we cried.