everything that i perceive that made me the big dog, she just took all that from me, you know what i mean. she took all that from me. she made me real humble, you know what i mean and i'm saying we hugged when she left. you know, i killed this woman's brother and people don't do that. people don't just do that. >> taylor found it hard to shrug off the emotions stirred up by the visit. >> because i was brought up that if you murder, people are going to get over it. you know i was a hardened person and i'm saying now that i see a whole different side of me, this is how it go, man. people don't forget. people don't forgive all the time. and i'm saying, you have to live with this your whole life. >> coming up -- >> we're not looking for pity. what we're looking for is an understanding we did wrong. >> t-bone's past continues to haunt him.