>> i can't believe i'm here. just here seeing the tragedy happen. it kind of -- it touches me. it's been -- i've been down. i have my family. you know, i have my wife megan. we're about to be married. my daughter and son. they keep my spirits up. then i have ben and matt frost. and mark landsman and people to get my spirits up. tina fey and people calling me. the case is settled but the pain is there for jimmy mack. close friend of mine other, a loving man, a warm man. he was a good man. it's hard for me to see he's gone. that's it. i don't remember the accident. i just remember when i came through megan, my fiance was there. my son was there.