"However, I do look back at a joke I made on Saturday Night Live in 2014 and I very much regret making that joke. It was a terrible joke, honestly. "And I also look back to that interview in 2018 where I comment that I would keep working with James, and the truth is that I have not and I do not plan to right now. "I don't know if I can define [our friendship and professional relationship] right now during this interview. I can say it has changed many things in our relationship and our dynamic. SNLYouTube "[It's painful] but not as painful and difficult as it is for a lot of other people involved. I have no pity for myself in this situation."