conrad was sandy and tony's oldest child. at the age of 22, he was the 353rd british soldier to be killed in afghanistan. what would conrad have thought of it, do you think? he'd have been quite angry at the situation. but i think he, and quite a few of the other soldiers that i know from that time, they're sort of contemplating what they actually achieved as opposed to what they didn't achieve. you know, they achieved 20 years of hope for people out there. it's for others who've destroyed that at the end. seven years ago, we went with tony lewis to afghanistan. for him, a journey in search of meaning and every day a reminder of loss. didn't know it was here. bloody hell, son.