it makes me hate myself. so, her views have changed. so has her appearance. let me show you those pictures from the 2019 interview again. you can see she's wearing an abaya and a hijab, worn by many muslim women. she's19 years old here. and here she is in august, she's 22 now. as you can see, she's in western clothes, her hair is uncovered. shamima begum is in a complex legal battle. earlier this year, the supreme court blocked her return to the uk to appeal her citizenship case in person. the bbc�*sjosh baker interviewed shamima for the i'm not a monster bbc sounds and 5 live podcast, which will be available soon. hejoins me from the newsroom. she says she feels sick about the way she was before, how did she come over to you? it way she was before, how did she come over to you?— over to you? it was interesting meetin: over to you? it was interesting meeting her. _ over to you? it was interesting meeting her, she's _ over to you? it was interesting meeting her, she's not - over to you? it was interesting