a friend said she knew people in the community who could help with a loan. how much money are we talking about? £50. i borrowed £50. and i was supposed to pay it back £10 a week. and on one of the weeks, i didn't pay it back in time, theyjust add another £10 onto it. so the billjust kept getting bigger and bigger. at first, jane says, she had no idea the money came from loyalist pa ramilitaries. clergyman, brian anderson, runs services to help people like jane, in loyalist communities — including those on benefits. people are struggling to make ends meet. i would notice particularly that the benefits that would've lasted a fortnight, is now only lasting