after she said to me, you know, that you have to move ahead with the rockefeller project, i said, is any other town being asked to do development in exchange for help with the flooding? and her answer was, well, the shore brings in $38 billion. so she was the one connecting -- she very clearly was connecting the development with the sandy aid in our conversation. and i made it clear -- it's ironic she's saying that. when i sent a letter on april 23rd saying these two things are not connected and that's not fair. >> you're saying, you point blank said to her, is any other town being asked to link development to sandy aid? you made that linkage clear that was your interpretation of what she was say something. and she did not dispute it. >> she did not dispute it. she restated the fact that, i know it's not fair, these things shouldn't be connected but they are. that's in the journal entry that i gave to -- >> you're saying, these shouldn't be connected but they