De it seemed so implausible to me that a single experience caused by a molecule, right? ingested in your body could transform your outlook on something as profound as death that's kind of amazing author michael pollan wrote about the psilocybin studies in a bestselling book called how to change your mind. >> as part of his research, he tried psilocybin himself with the help of an underground guide the kind of things that cancer patients were saying, like, i touched the face of god you were skeptical about when you hear phrases like that? yeah. >> our love is the most important thing in the universe when someone tells me that i was like, yeah. okay. so you don't you don't go for some of the phrases and it makes gives me the willie's is a writer and i really struggled with that because during one of my experiences, i came to the earth-shattering conclusion that love is the most important thing in the universe, but it's hallmark card stuff, right? and so, and yet while you were on it and afterwards was profoundly true and it is profoundly true. guess what,