Remembered, came back to you. i felt a lot of shame and embarrassment throughout one of the sessions about my drinking and how bad i felt for my parents to put up with all this. >> he took psilocybin in 2016. he says he hasn't had a drink since do you ever have a day where you wake up? >> i've been and i wish i could have a vodka right now or beer. never. not at all. not at all. which is the craziest thing because that was my favorite thing to do. >> i want you to my back but the eye shadow on headphones and let the music qarrah, you now using psychedelic drugs and therapy is not new. there were hundreds of scientific studies done on a similar compound, lsd in the 1950s and 60s who was tested on more than 40,000 people some and controlled therapeutic settings like this one. but there were also abuses. the us military and cia experimented with lsd sometimes