incidents of fakery? but there i was, bobbing listlessly in the water. dead sea life sinking to the bottom all around me. you got to be pretty immune to the world to not see some kind of obvious metaphor. >> i never had a nervous breakdown before but i tell you from the bottom of my heart, something fell apart down there and it took a long, long time after the end of this damn episode to recover. so look, i've had worse things happen to me and god knows worse things have happened to other people. i was in sicily, after all. i'm just telling you, reasonably or not, that was my personal waterloo.