♪ and if that mockingbird won't sing ♪ i'm a mother of three. ♪ papa's going to buy you a diamond ring ♪ the two older kids experienced my addiction. my addiction started with pills. i started sniffing heroin. i shot up for the first time, and shortly there later i found out i was pregnant. i had my daughter. she was in the hospital for six weeks because she was addicted to the methadone and i had to watch my baby go through withdrawal. my son was 4, and my daughter was 6 weeks when they were taken away. i lost my kids for 33 days shy of two years. i became serious about my recovery. >> so is this the bad part of town or is this just a place where you're unlikely to be for