to make me cry playing that in my intro. it's about confluence of energies. because there is joe rogan, insensitive language around race, there is that. also spotify and their treatment of artists and there's that. i knew about joe rogan's insensitive comments about race before. i'm a podcast listener and heard many episodes. i tuned it out but brought into my world as artist, a working musician, want to get into that tonight, i hope, as working musician always had issues with spotify, now the joe rogan thing and can't -- he's not the reason but the final reason. >> you were a listener and started tuning out. you held your hand up, said you have issue with spotify, you have this and -- what do you