going to be released was the biggest joy in my life. to have him sitting next to me and in my home with me is the biggest christmas present i could ever ask for. >> he's a grown man, big boy, but always your baby, right? >> that's true. always my baby. >> tile e. this is serious stuff. let's talk about your journey. i mean, it is harrowing. you were detained by russian forces at a check point and then held for ten days. seriously we were looking at the video they captured. you in a transfer van or something. and then after that you just kind of disappeared. we didn't know what happened to you. what did they tell you, did you have any idea what was happening? >> to begin with, no. so i was sitting at the check point for i think it was like seven hours.