in. >> and what was going through your -- through your head? i know you said you didn't know what to do. i don't think anybody would have known what to do. you certainly aren't alone in that. but when you saw that teacher and you say you saw the blood on his side, were you terrified at that moment, or did you sort of go into some kind of a different mode and fear hit you later? >> i kind of went into a different mode, like shock but not really. i was calm, because i wasn't sure exactly what was going on. but -- it hit me later like what could happen, especially because my best friend was in the place the shooter was. soy didn't know if she was okay or if anyone was okay. >> and how long did it take before you realized that the situation was under control? how long were you hiding in that classroom, not knowing what was happening and afraid? >> we were in the classroom for