you can't get a white house meeting without the statement, what makes you think you're going to get a $400 million check. again, that was my presumption. >> but you had no evidence to prove that, correct? >> that is correct. >> you stated that you haven't been able to access your records, is that correct? >> not all of them. and there are lots of notes, records, readouts of calls. can't get to them. >> but you've also stated that you don't take notes, right? >> i don't take notes, but there are a lot of others out there. >> and you freely admit that you -- when i asked in your deposition, we put together a list of all the times you said you don't recall, it's like two pages long. >> is that all? >> on a lot of these questions,