artistic. what made him so special we were told twice that he would change the world and that he had an unbelievable empathy and compassion and he was a champ wron of kids getting picked on. he would stand up for his little brother. he had an absolute zest and gusto to live but also just absolutely not to cannonize him but he was so beautiful to other people and to he me he was -- this is not just a tragedy for us but for the world to lose such a very special boy. so this is not the way any of us would have chosen it but i suppose he's changing the world. mr. awesome is the best. >> i know because of that you're being as brave as you can be to sit here and talk to us about something so very, very raw and painful. chris sloan, we salute you, embrace you, hope you and your family continue to heal now that we send our support and love and prayers to your family.