lemon is on new year's eve an introverted and like i am shy, but i share everything, and for new year's eve, i am like dean martin and i carry the same drink all night long, and so it is an act and this is how i am all night and i share everything, and i don't give a what you think about me. i don't care. i'm a grown ass man, and i don't care what you think about me, and i don't lie and i am who i am, and i am a grown successful black man and people don't like to see that, but i like to share my point of view on television, and people don't like it b i don' --