but i don't ever want to let go. so it's going to be just hope and pray. i just have to keep hoping. i know my brain is getting slimmer and slimmer but my heart just won't let it go. i've got my two kids. they're the hardest to look at tonight. they've been rocked from such an amazing father and amazing man. and that's just too much. i've just got to take it slowly. >> danica, thank you so much. thank you so much for taking the time to speak to me. i don't know how you even conduct an interview given what is going through your mind. i do appreciate it. we will continue to try and get any information that we can. everyone at cnn will. everyone else -- every other news network, just try and get some answers to questions that you must be wrestling with every second of the day. i just wish you and your family all the very best and hope that you get the answers sooner rather than later. thank you very much.