is still trying to cling on to that maleness that macho behavior. and, also the past accomplishments. somebody that is desperately trying to hang on to male privilege. but that's not what happens when you transition. you give up everything. you start a new life. you know you start on hormones. it's a spiritual awakening and then when you come out is your spiritual rebirth. and you're born into a new world and everything changes. but not for jenner. jenner wants to continue being this macho, ultramacho straight character. and it's inconsistent with hormain replacement therapy and it's inconsistent with sexual reassignment surgery, which she says she's going for. she danced around it but she said she had two letters and that means the two letters means that she's seeing psychiatrists and they've written the sexual reassignment letters to get the