and i was asking him, are we going to have next seven years together? of course. >> also helping her cope, their three children. >> they have faith their father will be coming back. >> two boys, 12 and 10 and a girl, just 8 years old. >> little one doesn't show emotion much in front of me. but for me, i'm trying to hide my emotions as much as i can. they try to cheer me up instead of i'm the one who have to cheer them. >> after six week, her hardest moments, finding a way to tell her children they may never see their father again. >> i was telling them also to accept if the father have gone forever. and they say they will try as much as how i can accept it.