casualties to be honest. >> so what exactly do you regret? >> it's a big question. the problem is we don't have time machines and talking about them is just kind of speculative. >> so you can't name one thing you regret? >> well, what could i have done that could have, say, i guess you could say that not only would i have not agreed to go to charlottesville but i would have tried to stop charlottesville and heather heyer would be alive today. outside of that, of shutting down the whole thing and -- which is probably something i could not have actually done. >> you said you had many regrets. can you name one of them? >> yes. i regret -- i ultimately regret being a part of that whole crowd. all of that juvenile ironic nazi humor is so over. and i cringe when i even think