in a peaceful town in pennsylvania's heartland, a successful internet entrepreneur is raising his family. this is 40-year-old stan. >> higher? >> from the outside, he's got it all. two adorable daughters and a beautiful wife named birgit. you might think stan has the perfect life. but you'd be wrong. he's been haunted by a traumatic event over three decades old. >> when i was 6 years old, you know, i ended up getting molested by a stranger outside the house. that changed things for me. >> how do you think that event shaped the rest of your life? >> i always thought i could have fought him off and done better.