prospect? >> as long as they want you to be. >> when you got the call from leadership saying it was okay to talk to us. >> correct. >> how did you feel about that? >> honestly, i didn't really want to do it. i'm a prospect, and i don't want to say anything wrong or to offend anybody from the club because this is everything to me. this is my family. i'll sacrifice anything right now to be a full patch member. >> where did that passion for the club come from? >> just how they treat me and embrace you. every one of them makes you feel loved. >> the run to palm springs. >> correct. >> i know they will be patching in some people. do you know if you'll be one of those men? >> no, i do not. i'll be patched in when ready but i do not ask. >> if and when you're a full patched member, how do you think you'll feel to be wearing that mongol patch? >> on top of the world. on top of the world.